a weekend that was

and so the weekend was here.

most people were still in the raya mode and we had guest streaming in and out of our house. i hated it.

i hate it when people make remarks how much youve grown. i hate it when people remark about how much weight youve put on/lost. i hate it when people make remarks about when you should get married and think they're actually hilarious. seriously. whats funny is the thought of ramming the buluh lemang down their throat or maybe dunk their pretty faces in the kuah kacang. take that! is that funny? i'd rather be single than be married and bitter like you old fogs. bet you're just jealous cause im single and fabulous unlike you or youre daughter who's married and waking up at three in the morning breastfeeding her offspring her sore nipples!!

which was why my bf took me away from all the madness. thank you dear. he took me to lunch at chilis and being us we order the same thing again. and again we didnt finish our food. again.
and i told him that today since he's paying im gonna be a really nice gf and let him pick the movies for a change.
but i changed my mind when i saw Just Like Heaven was showing. unlucky for me the time was waaay too late, so we ended up with his choice. exorcism of emily rose.

thought it would scare the hell outta me but instead it was such a sad tragic tale. honest.

and today i went out to midvalley. guy from a place i did my internship sometime back treated me to big fat lunch.

all this talk about food is making me full. have a great week ahead.

raya.

and so raya came.
i still cant understand why we have to go back to our kampung even though it was abandoned more than ten years ago. grandma and grandpa have a great home in kj so why cant we just raye there?
so we spent about over an hour in the car going back to a very very old kampung house, cleaned up a house that was left since the last raye last year.
but then again with the same crowd from the city, it was familiar and sometimes fun.
i guess the fact that took all the fun away was the point when you stop receiving duit raya. and so its true.

highlights of the celebration
-the food. sedap.
-the baju baru. as always. dari umur 5 tahun pun tu jugak yang best.
-the duit raya that has decreased massively due to increase in age.
-and that is all. seriously.

worst bits
-the questions. the bile nak kawin questions has developed a life of its own.
-my dad not being around. he's on his retirement holiday halfway across the globe.
-the toilet in the kampung is external. my tummy behaved until i was back in the city.
-the food. met the bf on the 3rd day of raya and he ask "makan banyak ke?" damn.
-maid on holiday and not there to pick up after you. buat sendiri semua.
-being forced to wear gold. i hate it. lucky for my hubby-to-be.
-being away from D.

the second column is longer than the first. i feel bad. it was a good raya.

instant messaging

conversation on YM.

x :kalau ko pk..ape bezanye aku gi clubbing dgn aku gi midvalley kalau aku tak minum tak buat bende jahat
y : pentingkn diri sendir i
x : its just the same
x : if i sit with my frens
x : minum coke sambil borak
y : tp suasana kt sane lagi teruk
y : org menari
y : layan pil
y : mabuk
y : raba2
x : kalau aku lepak midvaleey same je..ade jual arak jugak..byk je org bukan muhrim
x : its just the sme
y : bagusla kalu ko tk buat jahat
x : heheh
x : ko prnah gi clubbing?
y : harap2 lps ni trus berubah camni
y : tak penah
y : mmber penah ajak
x : lor berapa kali aku nak ckp aku tak berubah la ...aku mmg camnih
y : n aku mals pg
x : cume baru harini ko tau
x : mesti ko cam org melayu lain kan?
x : judge org dari segi org tu berpakaian
y : entah
y : skrg akhir zaman ni musia mcm2
y : tp hakikatnye
y : yg aku kenal
y : dr ape dia pakai.. camtu la perangai dia
y : tak lari
x : cube ko pikir sekejap

and it goes on and on. but i dont wanna waste anyone's time.

metaliti orang . macam mana nak ubah?

hari ni makan ape?

today early morning, me and Kath turned up the radio. was a lot of Quran recites. we thought oh, the stations are out again. after we got back in the car, same thing. then G texted me, "balik cepat, pergi funeral neighbor kita auntie endon meninggal".
i turn to kath "auntie who?" she started giggling.
suddenly realization hit me. i put two and two together. innalillah..
such a sad, sad day. to be at the peak of your life. children, grandkids, being a first lady and all. al-fatihah
*let us not mourn the death but instead celebrate the life she had*

upscale, im meeting my good,good friend from the past, Dee, tomorrow for break fast. she has all my dirtiest secret in her hands. heheh. she just ended her six year relationship and is back in business! good on ya gal!

*sigh* just wish the gloomy weather would past. all i feel like doing is sleep.

whatta feeling..

i had an okay weekend. a bunch of us went for break fast at this spot in KL. its kinda like a tradition. we go there every year to break fast. and its also tradition that D always has to pay, i guess. hee-hee. usually every year we go with different people. but this year was the same crowd as last year cept K came without his gf of three years because he just got dumped for a guy whom according to him is a 200-pound hairy gorilla. ouch! that must've hurt alot.

and then as usually according to their itenary a night out has to, has to end at hartamas sq. i swear that D's been going there every single night for these past few months. i cant quite figure that one out. he wasnt one to hang out a lot, but hell, quarter life crisis hits ya- what can i say? (jgn marah babe!) but then again when i looked around-it was footie nite mind you- the male population werent too bad. heh.

what i didnt notice before was the amount of expats swarming the place-and no, not the old ugly ones with filipino maids on their arms, no no. the peeps were like 16 and 17 and were in bunches. and yeah they were hot. the girls had micromini skirts so short that prompted me to just say "hey, nice belt-now where's the skirt?" *wow*

ok. now i know why you religiously go there everynite. you're a fan of belts arent you?