D writes, how long has it been?

how long has it been?

i've notice some the blog group stop writing also. maybe just to busy to be bother that some find it surreal to write again. maybe just plain lazy because by the end of the day nobody really bother of our outcries and griefs. maybe just call it quits, pondering what's the point anyway.

as for me, i still do have my days, glooming and being bloody melancholic about life and all. but hey c'est la vie... a friend of mine, N, she's definitely in deep turd herself as she contemplating vss and jobs hunting. been there, done that. i was like her before is started working here as a well paid balachi cum designer.

one thing, i learned that never to give up and worry too much. S was and always there to comfort and relax my mind off. especially when the doughs getting thinner and thinner by the day. mama's also cool. all i know is that whenever you're feeling down and fucked up in the head, one should never keep to him/herself. it's already a burden in the first place, if you let it to yourself, it'll drag you all the way down...

but i guess i can't blame N for all that she is, she is in fact a scorpio. i know because me and S are one of them bloody scorps (don't mess with us!)

finally, S really settled down in that far-reached putrajaya. a big house with plenty of rooms to open up another overrated super club. then again, most of the time there would be only four peeps inside the house, S, the father, the mother and the annoying maid. hehe.

what else? well, there was the trip to penang with the other '6 jahanam' during chinese new year. it was MN's wedding. *grin*
and then there was the uncelebrated, overrated v-day... yes, me and S didn't really celebrate but we spent the evening drinking teh tariks somewhere in bangsar.

nothing much to write, even when there's so much to tell... cheers!

by the way..

Oh, and by the way since i havent been around for quite a while..
HAPPY BELATED VALENTINES DAY and GONG XI FA CAI !
cheers and take care.

new house new room

its been already two months since we moved in but the rooms not really complete..im just posting pictures since my significant other hasnt seen my room yet.. (surprise!surprise!}

its our time baby.

im in A's room. its kinda hot in here.
we went out about town just now. me, her and her better half. drove along petaling street had dinner in ampang and a drink much later in uptown. uptown was uptown. crowd and all. giving a reason to smirk at every second person to pass you by.

its been a while since i blogged. feels almost strange.

being around a them made me long for my significant other. i just had my time with him yesterday. it was good. in fact,it was great. less is more. now i understand.
congratulations to him for scoring a great job and good luck, babe! i know you'll do awesome. dont you always?

glad this weeks off for me. probably i'll stalk you. after five years, no one else comes remotely close to making me happy the way you do by just your presence in my life. the more guys i get to know, the more aware i am of how many weirdos out there are lurking waiting to get lucky. thank you babe. thank you for being there.

thank you for being there.
thank you for understanding in a way no one does.
thank you for loving me because of.
thank you for loving me in spite of.
thank you for the way you comfort me when im down,
the way you soothe me when im angry,
the way you calm me when im terrified.
the way you touch me when you look at me.
the way you look at me.
the way you touch me without looking at me.

*sigh*

i miss you babe. i wish we were a lot closer together. but we're 50 km apart.

where are you.are you in bed yet?

love and me

its a complete picture. a girl and the other part of her life.