A bleak Wednesday..

its wednesday-middle of the week. its too late too plan the week but too early to anticipate the weekend. today i have a classic case of midweek crisis and what could be a better cure than to see my near and dear for a dose that might lift my spirits?

decided that we were gonna break fast together and break fast we did. stuffed ourselves silly till we couldn't breathe. ugh. we were even too full to take a puff..that never happens!

spent the next hour pondering what happened to our frens we use to hangout with since now we're both fed-up of malls and resorted to sitting by the curb for a full hour before heading back home. aren't we the most exciting people on earth? oh wow.

excuse me while i pop out of my skin with excitement.

Oh, and by the way, today i found an inspiring quote indeed. At least for me.

"destiny is for losers. It's just a lame excuse for letting things happen to you instead of making them happen."

Maybe and Maybe-nots

Because maybe I’m wrong and you’re right.
Maybe I’m right and you’re not.
Maybe I’m bad-tempered and you’re stubborn.
Maybe I’m naïve and you’re arrogant.

Maybe I’m impatient and you’re cold.
Maybe I’m cheating on you and you’re a liar.
Maybe I’m dishonest and you’re manipulative.
Maybe I’m complicated, maybe you’re jaded.





Maybe I love you, maybe it’s just too much that it hurts so bad.
Maybe I care about you, maybe too much that I don’t care about myself.
Maybe I want you, maybe badly that I hurt you.

Maybe we can work it out, maybe we can’t.
Maybe we want to make it happen, maybe we don’t.
Maybe we want to be there for each other, maybe we can’t.

I hate hip hop!

came out of the exam hall an hour before time. i had no idea what just happened. it was not hard or tough. it was just unbelievably gruesome..i mean i absolutely have no idea why we need to study stuff that won't be relevant in my later life anyway..

i'm gonna marry daoh-whose gonna make tonnes of money anyway(that's what he said) and would never have to lift a finger or slave away at the mercy of others just to make a decent living ever again!! all i would ever need is a gym membership and a unlimited credit card. sheesh.

anyways, i just have to complete my goddamit studies just in case daoh the millionaire decides not to marry me!-okay i'm getting sidetracked here..

right after the horrible-horrible paper we decided to let off some steam by driving down to PD. 12 pm,100 degrees, 5 chicks in baju kurung, 1/5 fasting. what were we thinking?

kath,anu,aka & anita- you guys are a mad, mad bunch!!

Ramadhan is here again..

ramadhan is here again..

a month where drive thrus become notorious, second hand smokers rejoice while nicotine addicts silently mourn. fret not, it's all for the better..

despite patching things up with my better half, i still miss him terribly and wish i could see him ASAP! I hate it when we fight. Let's make love not war..

I'll leave things as they are right now and am goin back to sleep, hopefully until 4. Oh! I can't..we're having guests today..DAMN!

Thank You.

it's been a hectic and tiring week both this week and the previous one. i've been on my toes all day and now i feel as though all has been drained from me..*sigh*

exams are here once again and as usual like all the past examination i'll start making all these ridiculous vows not to study last minute and all those crappy stuff that i actually believe it myself. shame.

now i feel nothing but tired, lethargic and my body aches. and i'm on the verge of being a cranky bitch.*what else is new?*

on the upscale, last week was a plus point for me..it was after a whole busy day, i was once again the unpleasant gurlfren, refusing to smile for my other half, falling asleep while he was trying to attempt a conversation with me..Woke up, found myself at a mall and my bf decided that he was gonna make me smile and guess what he did? Bought me an mp3 player!

I felt guilty of course..so i told him that i didnt think i deserved it and he said ' i just wanted to see you smile'..Awww isn't that sweet..I forgot you were that sweet.. and sorry, i don't mean to flaunt.

Anyway, there goes the rest of your salary for this month.. Should I feel bad? If you need me to, I'll buy you lunch? OK?

D,being a bit silly and 'aving loads of fun!