10 things i look forward to
10: graduation
09: moving out
08: the next rave in Genting
07: OUR next vacation together
06: a kiss from my sweetie
05: owning my own set of wheels
04: the next album by Dido
03: John Kerry as President
02: my next overseas trip
01: my birthday
09 bands/artises i've been listening to
09: coldplay
08: robbie williams
07: oasis
06: ched khaleb
05: atomic kitten
04: dido
03: sarah maclachlan
02: alicia keys
01: lenny kravitz
08 things i'd like to buy
08: apple mini I-pod
07: the next best thing to the apple I-pod
06: a new cell. can't decide which one.
05: a gold name plate ala carrie bradshaw
04: puma trainers in blue and yellow
03: a pair of denim that'll fit me like a dream
02: tiffany & co charmbracelet
01: lifetime subscribtion to all the junk magazine in the world!
07 things i'd like to wear
07: puma trainers in blue and yellow
06: brown corduroys with frayed pockets
05: cotton drawstring pants in white
04: pink ankle socks with ribbons (thanx babe!)
03: chunky antique rings with semi-precious stones
02: a pair of nine west stilettoes- pointed toe in mock croc
01: nothing
06 things i say most days
06: are you for real?
05: oh, man!
04: i love you too baby.
03: can i come over after class?
02: tomorrow, i swear
01: i need a ciggarette
05 things i do everyday
05: drive aimlessly
04: have a smoke
03: change my underwear
02: call my sweetie
01: check my e-mail
04 people i would like to spent more time with
04: Daoh the Pornstar
03: Ayu
02: my masseuse
01: Mr. Nackeeran
03 movies i could watch over and over
03: 10 things i hate about you
02: reality bites
01: bridget jones
02 favourite songs of all time
02: adia by sarah maclachlan
01: greatest fan of your life by Daoh the Pornstar
01 stupid person i know
01: YOU! for wasting you time reading this crap!
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
Sunday, September 19, 2004
D writes, patience is...
last week was not a good week...
come to think of it, every week since the last two months was never a great one. everyday was either boring, too much stress, too much work, too many datelines to meet, yet, not too many cash... typical me... what else is new?
patience...
my brain is dead. i can't produce anymore design ideas... i am a total burn out. what more can i say when you have sixty hundred schmillion datelines pushing through the back of your mind and you have only two hands to work with?
patience...
so i decided the other day to test my LCD monitor's aerodynamic capabilities. i threw the screen out the window... and beautifully it glided through the air from the third floor of the building, flashing the wind, and crashed magnificently 65 feet on top of a Satria GTI before it landed scraping the road. of course it wasn't true... =) but i wished.
patience...
one of the days last week, my boss gave me another 200 pieces of namecard. It says, 'Mohd Firdhaus, Art Director'... and the next thing you know, i had to deliver and carry 40 000 pieces of files to a client. while i was sweating like a horse, my idiot boss was having blended cappucino with the supplier. and that was it... Mohd Firdhaus, Kuli Batak... how sad my life can be? "hello mr... you pay me RM1000, no EPF, no SOCSO... you now bagi i kerja macam pasar lambak. you said i nih designer... kad tulis art director... keje angkat barang utk client..."
patience is virtue, silence is golden...
come to think of it, every week since the last two months was never a great one. everyday was either boring, too much stress, too much work, too many datelines to meet, yet, not too many cash... typical me... what else is new?
patience...
my brain is dead. i can't produce anymore design ideas... i am a total burn out. what more can i say when you have sixty hundred schmillion datelines pushing through the back of your mind and you have only two hands to work with?
patience...
so i decided the other day to test my LCD monitor's aerodynamic capabilities. i threw the screen out the window... and beautifully it glided through the air from the third floor of the building, flashing the wind, and crashed magnificently 65 feet on top of a Satria GTI before it landed scraping the road. of course it wasn't true... =) but i wished.
patience...
one of the days last week, my boss gave me another 200 pieces of namecard. It says, 'Mohd Firdhaus, Art Director'... and the next thing you know, i had to deliver and carry 40 000 pieces of files to a client. while i was sweating like a horse, my idiot boss was having blended cappucino with the supplier. and that was it... Mohd Firdhaus, Kuli Batak... how sad my life can be? "hello mr... you pay me RM1000, no EPF, no SOCSO... you now bagi i kerja macam pasar lambak. you said i nih designer... kad tulis art director... keje angkat barang utk client..."
patience is virtue, silence is golden...
Saturday, September 18, 2004
i wanna go on the monorail!!!!
u said u were going to sungai wang by monorail. now u said ure driving! no fair...i really wanted to go on the monorail...please can we go by monorail and forget the traffic jams for once..pleeeeease?
anyway...if u insist on driving then thats fine..so if we change our minds midway and decide to go to ou phase 2 instead (honestly we've been there sixteen times this month alone!) we can just drive there. ok!
so how's the weekend for everybody? ive been doing some catching up with an old friend from the dark ages..we've never said 2 words to each other and now we just are trying to make up for those good old times.(or is it the case of being nosy wanting to know if we're there with everyone else, having a fabulous career and pretend to moan?) i seriously don't know.
well, i'm off to have a shower and after that being a typical idiot airhead-trying 24 outfits before deciding that the first outfit was just fine..i dont look good in anything anyway..so scratch that!
enjoy!
anyway...if u insist on driving then thats fine..so if we change our minds midway and decide to go to ou phase 2 instead (honestly we've been there sixteen times this month alone!) we can just drive there. ok!
so how's the weekend for everybody? ive been doing some catching up with an old friend from the dark ages..we've never said 2 words to each other and now we just are trying to make up for those good old times.(or is it the case of being nosy wanting to know if we're there with everyone else, having a fabulous career and pretend to moan?) i seriously don't know.
well, i'm off to have a shower and after that being a typical idiot airhead-trying 24 outfits before deciding that the first outfit was just fine..i dont look good in anything anyway..so scratch that!
enjoy!
Thursday, September 16, 2004
Damn! I'm SCREWED!!
i hate to sound like an angst-ridden adolecent at this age but i just can't help it! Everything from this point is going downhill. I'm having issues with everything at home and now i just sit in my room and sulk. Sad eh?
mom and papa..please stop imposing such *ridiculous* expectations on me because clearly i'm not meeting them and guess what? i have no intention to! i guess it's hard for you guys to fathom why you ended with a ridiculously rebellious and stubborned streak child..but i'm gonna tell you now, once and for all..DEAL WITH IT!! Because you know why? If you don't you'll end up with more headaches.
The gap is getting wider.
Clearly i'm never gonna ever,ever be the stereotypically perfect little Muslim girl and at this point i'm not even trying to be. I'm at my happiest.
A packet of ciggies and a BF whom I just can't get enough of does not make me any weirder than any of your friends kids. So get over it!
I take my life as it is. If you can't handle that, i really sympathise with you. Because my happiness upsets you. Really! whoever heard of such a thing?
And baby sweetie..stop worrying about my unresolved issue here because i'm not. Sweet of you to be so concern. But we're happy as we are aren't we? Why would i wanna change that?
Take me away? Please.
mom and papa..please stop imposing such *ridiculous* expectations on me because clearly i'm not meeting them and guess what? i have no intention to! i guess it's hard for you guys to fathom why you ended with a ridiculously rebellious and stubborned streak child..but i'm gonna tell you now, once and for all..DEAL WITH IT!! Because you know why? If you don't you'll end up with more headaches.
The gap is getting wider.
Clearly i'm never gonna ever,ever be the stereotypically perfect little Muslim girl and at this point i'm not even trying to be. I'm at my happiest.
A packet of ciggies and a BF whom I just can't get enough of does not make me any weirder than any of your friends kids. So get over it!
I take my life as it is. If you can't handle that, i really sympathise with you. Because my happiness upsets you. Really! whoever heard of such a thing?
And baby sweetie..stop worrying about my unresolved issue here because i'm not. Sweet of you to be so concern. But we're happy as we are aren't we? Why would i wanna change that?
Take me away? Please.
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
My So-called Perfect Life
Don't close your eyes They may not open What if they open Would you be alive Everyone falls But not everyone rises Why don't you get up And rise again for me What if the world were a little more perfect Would you stop crying or would you take the leap Would you open your eyes and blink again for me What about friendship What about friends You said the whole world was against you And it all had to end What about love What about family What about all that you have to live for It isn't easy here without you What am I supposed to do?
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